Oh hai. Ranting.

[railenthe]

*huffs and sits down*  First off, Happy Zombie Jesus Day!

 

You know, I’m wondering what’ll happen before my therapy appointment.  It’s gotten to the point that the medications don’t entirely stop the nightmares anymore.  But at least the nightmares are suitably varied enough that I don’t fly straight into a panic attack when they happen now.  Like last night’s: I dreamt I went skydiving, and this person whose face I could not see cut my parachute on the way down.  I landed with a bouncing crunch.  Here’s where it gets surreal—after it happened I got to watch this little old lady take repeated skydives.  She seemed to be having a ball, if the whooping was any indication

 

The name “EX Revenge” was never more appropriate than yesterday, when I saw at the top of my news feed that my ex had decided to flaunt his new girlfriend on Facebook.

 

He never flaunted ME on Facebook—not unless I said for him to feel free to.  Why is it that he’d need INCENTIVE to flaunt me but not this new, apparently more docile and “sweet” girl?

 

I decided to take out my inchoate rage on his ghost.  Firion, Kuja, Yuna (ESPECIALLY Yuna, who even in person he is utterly unable to read) and Mateus all got a go at his ghost, and by the time it was all over, I felt quite a bit better.  I even got an extra Noah’s Lute to replace the one I used to make the Ultima Weapon, so at least he was good for something.  I only lost once in that sequence, and that was because I forgot to re-equip moves after a previous Labyrinth run.

 

I then spent, oh, the remainder of the day in the Labyrinth, going from the beginning to the end of the Cloister of Inquiry.  I’m running the course that has my cottage in it as many times as needed to build a trove of gear so that I can take out Feral Chaos.  The only reason I landed in that Cloister, though, was because I totally took a wrong turn somewhere.   But at least I grabbed almost every summon on the way.

 

Today, I must write.  I did none of that yesterday and very little the day before.  I should have twenty-four pages of script by now and I do not have twenty-four pages of script.  I must write until I have caught up to the average quota of twenty-four pages of script.  …repetition intentional.

 

Comments

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It's a shame you can't properly get back at him for all the crap he's subjected you to. I suppose the only thing you can truly do that would be a kick in the nuts to him is to become successful and leave him in the dust where he belongs. (That's what I do everytime I feel particularly miserable over two sour friendships and a secondary school that essentially declared me to be mentally inferior. Nothing fuels my work ethic quite like spite...)

I need to get back to playing Dissidia. It sucks that the only ghosts I can fight on the JP version are my own. :( Oh well at least I have saltedpin and laifan's on the EU version for whenever I feel like being horribly bitchslapped by WoL, Prishe, Kain, Tifa, Cecil or Yuna. (My EU genomes are still such n00bs. Still not on special equipment, using only basic accessories and having no summonstones whatsoever. No wonder they get beated up so often...)

That reminds me: I should've been drawing or working on my OC stuff today. Instead I got sidetracked looking for spoilerific KH3Ds videos. (Damn you, Ishida! Why did you have to make Ienzo sound so freakin' moe!? Gah, he's pulling the same trick he did with Kuja! The villainous side is deeper and harsher whilst the other side is lighter, softer and notably younger. Though at least with Ienzo/Zexion it's not quite so blatant since Zexion isn't a large ham like Kujie-coo. Eh? My own series...? Oh yeah! I forgot about that! Curse you, inner fangirl!)