Oh hai. Ranting.

[railenthe]

*huffs and sits down*  First off, Happy Zombie Jesus Day!

 

You know, I’m wondering what’ll happen before my therapy appointment.  It’s gotten to the point that the medications don’t entirely stop the nightmares anymore.  But at least the nightmares are suitably varied enough that I don’t fly straight into a panic attack when they happen now.  Like last night’s: I dreamt I went skydiving, and this person whose face I could not see cut my parachute on the way down.  I landed with a bouncing crunch.  Here’s where it gets surreal—after it happened I got to watch this little old lady take repeated skydives.  She seemed to be having a ball, if the whooping was any indication

 

The name “EX Revenge” was never more appropriate than yesterday, when I saw at the top of my news feed that my ex had decided to flaunt his new girlfriend on Facebook.

 

He never flaunted ME on Facebook—not unless I said for him to feel free to.  Why is it that he’d need INCENTIVE to flaunt me but not this new, apparently more docile and “sweet” girl?

 

I decided to take out my inchoate rage on his ghost.  Firion, Kuja, Yuna (ESPECIALLY Yuna, who even in person he is utterly unable to read) and Mateus all got a go at his ghost, and by the time it was all over, I felt quite a bit better.  I even got an extra Noah’s Lute to replace the one I used to make the Ultima Weapon, so at least he was good for something.  I only lost once in that sequence, and that was because I forgot to re-equip moves after a previous Labyrinth run.

 

I then spent, oh, the remainder of the day in the Labyrinth, going from the beginning to the end of the Cloister of Inquiry.  I’m running the course that has my cottage in it as many times as needed to build a trove of gear so that I can take out Feral Chaos.  The only reason I landed in that Cloister, though, was because I totally took a wrong turn somewhere.   But at least I grabbed almost every summon on the way.

 

Today, I must write.  I did none of that yesterday and very little the day before.  I should have twenty-four pages of script by now and I do not have twenty-four pages of script.  I must write until I have caught up to the average quota of twenty-four pages of script.  …repetition intentional.

 

Comments

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That's the spirit! And for an extra twist of the knife, if he comes up to you you can coldly ask "Do I know you?" just to really let it sink in how much of a nobody he is.

I keep removing the fanservicey scenes where my characters are nekkid or at least doing something suggestive. Not because I'm a prude but because those scenes have no reason to be in there at the moment. There are still a few scenes where my characters are nekkid but it's a deliberate fan disservice. (What can I say? I'm a troll.)

To be honest I just don't think I could handle A THIRD VERSION of the game. I can barely keep sane with two at the moment. There are so many bloody characters to maintain and then of course there are the accomplishments and the cutscenes and the glaaaaaaaaarggh.... *flail*

I keep opening up the new word document and deconstructing the series so that I can build it back up again but currently I seem to be having a bit of a problem in that my main character disappears towards the ending. Not disappears in terms of a plot point, I mean just disappears because I haven't done anything with them yet. Oh boy... This is going to take some thinking.

The video I linked above only shows what we already knew about of the revived Org XIII guys (Lea, Ienzo and Aeleus) after 4.29 and all they do is chat if that makes things any better. (I don't know if there are any more Ienzo clips but I found that and went into Ishida fangirl overdrive. Doesn't help though that the last I heard Lea and Aeleus's seiyuus was in Gintama so I kept expecting Aeleus to sing about cardboard and for Lea to bitch about his haemorrhoids.)

But since this isn't anything new, here's what Japanese Zexion sounds like:



Now imagine that but stripped of evil and high enough to sound so cute that they might be jailbait. You've basically got Ienzo.