It's a new THING and I hate it.

[railenthe]

 I am having some horrible symptoms. Symptoms that I recognize.

These are not bugs.

These lights are not there.

That noise came from inside my head.

These muscle spasms will not stop.

It’s that thing. That thing where the thing starts off with a high-level aura that makes me think it’s going to be a migraine, but then, without warning, turns into this thing that makes me feel like my bones are breaking and that maaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe I’m going to die from it.

It hit last night and knocked me out for about an hour. I was up again only long enough to take my medicine and go to bed. I was too sick to eat.

It’s kicking in again today. I got muscle spasms in muscle groups I didn’t know were there. And I know it’s because I’m on the heavy shift at work. We got slammed with a church con of some sort that didn’t want to pay two arms and their neighbor’s leg for everyone else’s rates, we’re down a housekeeper, my vacation (paid) is shifted off two days and I’m working those two days (paid vacation days on top of the regular pay).

I’m in excruciating pain, but, uh…I think that manekineko worked.

In all my time at that place we have never been busy this time of year.

…but I’m in too much pain to do much of anything today as far as interaction.

I’m going to work on Nano while my body lets me function.

Comments

[kuro_pantsu]

It amazes me you're even able to (A) work (B) do Nano on top of that considering all this.

Good luck with both but most of all fingers crossed over this latest development being something that can be treated.

I'm actually way the fuck behind HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH *mad laughter intensifies*

[railenthe]

but on the upside, I have written a fairly hardcore smut scene.

In a temple

On top of an altar

Between two priests

There is going to be a baby at some point when I work out this race's specific gestational issues (They have this thing like High Elves do where conception is kind of a problem and when it happens most of them are either like "YAY IT HAPPENED" or "WTF IS GOING ON?!") but THAT'S FOR LATER HOT PRIEST PORN.

It's going to be two months before I get to the neurologist's and I'm just over here half glad that we got slammed with a convention as of yesterday and have more hours than usual and half ticked because, well, tomorrow was supposed to be the start of my "this is for my health" vacation and now they're forcing me to work through it.

FUN, RIGHT?

I'm going to punch a desk.

[kuro_pantsu]

I APPROVE OF THIS HOT PRIEST PORN. I TAKE IT AS A GOOD SIGN. A VERY GOOD SIGN.

*hugs* When will you be able to take some needed time off or is that still up in the air for now?

[railenthe]

I finally got to my vacation days.

A nice solid stretch of time where I ain't got to get up or do nothing for nobody.

Can't make me. Nope.

Spent $9 on cheap sheets for the new mattress. Now it feels like an actual bed.

Sure, I have a damn MRI tomorrow, but this is already an improvement.