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Brain Vacations.
I spent the better part of last week in the mental hospital.
This may have seemed to have come out of nowhere, but there was a lot of buildup to this point. My bipolar took a severe down swing and landed me in one of the worst depression that I’ve seen in a long while.
I mean, I was actively suicidal. Like, bad.
They had to take me to the mental hospital straight from work, as things were looking bad.
I spent about a week in there, doing therapy sessions, getting my medications adjusted.
At this point, it’s about dealing with the hurt even though I cannot tell where it is or what is causing it.
I guess what I’m saying is, I need time. I don’t fully understand what’s happening to me.
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Mental health is complicated enough without your internal chemistry set deciding to go full TILT on you.
I hope you manage to get the right stuff you need ASAP - losing your sense of humanity is living hell.
Much love and hoping the worst of it gets knocked on the head very soon.