Brain Vacations.

[railenthe]

I spent the better part of last week in the mental hospital.

This may have seemed to have come out of nowhere, but there was a lot of buildup to this point. My bipolar took a severe down swing and landed me in one of the worst depression that I’ve seen in a long while.

I mean, I was actively suicidal. Like, bad.

They had to take me to the mental hospital straight from work, as things were looking bad.

I spent about a week in there, doing therapy sessions, getting my medications adjusted.

At this point, it’s about dealing with the hurt even though I cannot tell where it is or what is causing it.

I guess what I’m saying is, I need time. I don’t fully understand what’s happening to me.

LiveJournal Tags: update,ramble,rant,gettng my own mind back,depression,health

Comments

[kuro_pantsu]

Well shit.

Mental health is complicated enough without your internal chemistry set deciding to go full TILT on you.

I hope you manage to get the right stuff you need ASAP - losing your sense of humanity is living hell.

Much love and hoping the worst of it gets knocked on the head very soon.