Random Chaos

Sorry if I've been a bitch. For today, it has been fixed.

I have taken:

• 6 Vistaril at once (not really supposed to do that but fuck it)
• 4 Inderal at once (Skipped the morning dose, justified)
• 5 Valerian tabs totalling 300 MG whole herb and .6mg Melatonin
• 2 Seredyn totalling 2k% Niacin, 7%Magnesium, 960MG standardized valeric acid, l-theanine, passionflower extract, L-Theanine, and Taurine
• A Flexeril (because I tweaked my damn back)
• and half a dropper of sublingual b-12.

I'm not gonna lie to you here. I have blown past buzzed and straight into "I Don't Give A Fuck" territory.

Normally I'd be alarmed at how many pills it took to get me here, but right now I'm just happy that the voices went away. And that I don't want to kill things.

I'm going to pop some popcorn. Or maybe make chips. Or maybe pop amaranth.
Which reminds me I need to charge my PSP. (Don't see how? Remove the H from that thar grain.)