I’m having a harder time than I have in a while.  I’m feeling alternatively ranty and antisocial, stuck between wanting to vent at someone and wanting to just sit in a dark room and think about nothing.  My head’s all turned around and I’m not sure what to do about working in the morning—besides taking a couple valerian pills in my purse and chomping down on them as soon as I feel the ceiling rushing down to meet me.

( This is the part where I tell myself, SUCK IT UP, WORDHERDER!  )

Overall, yesterday was good:


There was a barbecue, there was marshmallow roasting and semores s'mores, and good bad movies.

HOWEVER

It would appear that my medications were less help than usual yesterday and picking up things from the store threatened to send me into a full-on panic attack, and so I'm making an executive decision:

I'M TAKING TODAY OFF FROM BEING SOCIAL.

Well, maybe not the whole day.  But I'm sure as hell going to relax and not think about my missing data, stories that haven't been updated, transcripts that I no longer have access to at the moment because they are part of my missing data, and the fact that work has pulled more shenanigans on me and I don't really know if I have a job or not come Tuesday.  I need to turn my brain off and relax, and since I'm not supposed to drink, that means

I WILL work on Script Frenzy, though.

I might be back later to rant about my progress though.  Or the lack thereof.  I'm learning a new program designed specifically for making graphic novels, comics, film, and other scripted work UTTERLY BRAINLESS--except it didn't come with a comprehensive help file and I can't understand most of the wiki.  So I'm learning as I go.

I'll (Probably!) be back!